After lunch, Su Jianan drove straight to the hospital, and Xiao Yunyun waited for her next to the consultation desk on the first floor.

  They had just met at the last wine party, but Xiao Yunyun was very impressed with that beautiful and generous cousin, so she was stunned when she received a phone call from Su Jianan that morning.

  Even if she saw Su Jianan at the moment, she was still extremely uncertain, “Cousin, do you really want to do this? If your husband knows, he will definitely be very sad.”


  It was exactly what Su Jianan wanted for Lu Boyan, and she wanted him to hate her enough to not be willing to look at her for a second time.

  “I have already decided,” she smiled calmly, “take me up.”


  “.……Ok.”


  Xiao Yunyun took Su Jianan to go through the relevant procedures and all the receipts and seals were not missing. After the completion, she took Su Jianan to the obstetrics and gynecology department on the 9th floor. The destination was the operating room.

  Su Jianan felt dizzy along the way, and Lu Boyan’s face constantly appeared in her mind.

  Although he did not mention it repeatedly, she knew that he had always wanted a child.

  What would appear on his face if he knew what she did?

  Grief? despair? Or the extreme hatred of her.

  No matter what it would be, at that moment, Lu Boyan was still held up by a meeting with a group of shareholders in the company’s large conference room. Shen Yuechuan was sitting next to him to preside over the meeting.

  When a shareholder spoke, Shen Yuechuan’s mobile phone vibrated, indicating that there was a text message. He glanced subconsciously, and suddenly dropped the phone on the floor.

  Lu Boyan did not like to be interrupted when he was in a meeting. He looked at Shen Yuechuan and frowned, but found that his face was pale; he picked up his mobile phone from the floor and handed it to him.

  The text message was sent by Su Yicheng, which read:

  “Jianan doesn’t want the child, she has gone to the hospital. I can’t stop her. You tell Boyan about it.”


  Lu Boyan’s pupils shrank sharply, and something exploded in his mind. He suddenly got up in desperation. “Ask Uncle Qian to prepare the car!”


  Uncle Qian received a phone call from Shen Yuechuan and drove the car to the door of the company. Lu Boyan walked straight toward the driver’s seat. He pulled the door open with an unacceptable order, “Uncle Qian, get off.”


  Uncle Qian had been driving for Lu Boyan for nearly ten years. He had already known of Lu Boyan’s temper. If he suddenly acted like that, then there had to be something very urgent, so Uncle Qian asked nothing and got off the car quickly.

  Lu Boyan drove the car to the fastest speed as soon as he got in. The black car shuttled through the city’s road like a robust dragon. It rushed through the red lights one after the other.

  Halfway through, he tried to call Su Jianan’s phone, but all of them were hanged by her.

  When he saw Su Yicheng’s text message, he was blank and could not believe it.

  But Su Jianan seemed to have made such a cruel decision and had no intention of turning back.

  There was something going violently up and down in his heart. Lu Boyan was anxious—the car with fast speed suddenly became uncontrollable and he hit the road. His whole body hit the steering wheel; when the airbag was about to pop up, fortunately, he took control of the car.

  The cars behind him had all stopped, and all the pedestrians on the side of the road had stopped to watch. Lu Boyan had hit his ribs. Although they weren’t broken, it was painful.

  Someone good-hearted went near and knocked on the window. “Sir, need help?”


  Lu Boyan shook his head and stood up firmly. He endured the pain in his chest and started the car again, then went straight to the Eighth People’s Hospital.

  Fortunately, the company was not very far from the hospital. In less than ten minutes, the crashed car was parked in front of the hospital.

  In fact, cars weren’t allowed to be parket at the front gate of the hospital, but Lu Boyan did not care much about that. He left the car and rushed into the hospital, but he was stopped by a nurse in front of the elevator. “Sir, are you seeing a doctor?” Your forehead is bleeding, I can help you with surgery……”


  “I came to find my wife.” Lu Boyan pushed the nurse away and went into the elevator, pressing for the 9th floor.

  When he got out of the elevator, it was the nurse station. Lu Boyan was dressed brightly, but there was blood on his forehead. The nurse thought he was going to the wrong department and reminded him, “Sir, this is obstetrics and gynecology, you……”


  “Where is Su Jianan?!” Lu Boyan interrupted the nurse and stared at her, which made the nurse unable to hold back the chill. She quickly checked for him and said, “she had an abortion operation and should now be in the operating room No. 3.”


  Abortion surgery…… operating room……

  Lu Boyan was shocked by something. He didn’t care about the pain in his chest and the blood on his forehead. He went to the operating room No. 3, and there was only one thought in his mind: he couldn’t let the surgery happen, absolutely not!

  The car accident just then had been more serious than Lu Boyan’s imagination. The bleeding on his forehead was getting worse and worse, the pain on the ribs that were hit was becoming more severe, and even the brain was affected, but he couldn’t fall, he had to prevent the surgery from proceeding.

  It was hard to find the operating room No. 3; when Lu Boyan was about to go in, he saw the door of the operating room open, and Su Jianan came out from the inside.

  The doctor’s voice came out of the operating room, “It’s just been a few weeks and it hasn’t formally taken shape. Go back and rest for a few days. Pay attention to avoid touching cold things these days.”


  Su Jianan did not seem to hear the doctor’s words, and stared at Lu Boyan.

  He completely lost his former temperament, his face was pale, the blood of the forehead dripping down his cheeks, and his suit was a mess.

  He was still handsome, but he was also embarrassed.

  He went over; his footsteps suddenly slowed down and he was somewhat unstable, even stumbling halfway. Endless pain arose from deep within his eyes, and his chest went violently up and down, as if he were depicting the contours of his pain.

  He stopped in front of Su Jianan and took away the papers in her hand.

  Checklists, bills, and …… Su Jianan’s signed surgical consent form.

  “Why?” Lu Boyan almost crumpled the papers, which were all sealed, and the voice was shaking. “Why exactly?”


  Su Jianan indifferently turned her face. “I can just say that it’s not the right time. I don’t want to be a mother, not to mention a single mother.”


  “I never agreed to a divorce, he has a father!” Lu Boyan suddenly grabbed Su Jianan’s shoulder, slammed her to the wall, and his eyes turned red because of rage. “Why didn’t you want him? Why did you have to kill him!?”


  Su Jianan’s tears came out. “You said you don’t believe that I really want to divorce you? Now you should.”


  She killed her child just to get a divorce.

  Lu Boyan’s sight suddenly turned cold and his hand reached to Su Jianan’s slender and fragile neck.

  His knuckles were all bulged and turned white, showing how much strength he was using. Su Jianan had no doubt that Lu Boyan would kill her right then.

  However, when his hand was a few centimeters away from her neck, he suddenly stopped, the hand fell weakly, and the other hand released her.

  Su Jianan could clearly see that the hatred and anger in his eyes had faded in an instant, only to be left with despair and self-deprecation, endless depression and self-deprecation.

  He took the papers and turned away without looking at her one more time.

  For a moment, Lu Boyan seemed to have aged a few decades; his back could no longer be straight, and his footsteps were no longer arrogant, staggering just like an old man.

  He went farther and farther away from Su Jianan step by step, until he disappeared in front of Su Jianan; he did not return.

  Su Jianan blinked and found that she had been crying.

  She endured her tears desperately, looked around, hid in the corner and sat down weak and limp on the floor, after she lost all her strength. She couldn’t stand it anymore, buried her head and burst into tears.

  “Cousin,” Xiao Yunyun ran over, but did not know how to comfort Su Jianan, so she just put the jacket on her and said, “it’s windy here, let’s go to my office.”


  Su Jianan tightened her coat and held Xiao Yunyun’s hand. “Yunyun, follow him downstairs.”


  “What?” Xiao Yunyun did not respond.

  “He has blood on his forehead. He must have hurt himself since he drove too fast to come here. Go down immediately and find a way to have him checked out and to deal with the wound.” In fact, Su Jianan knew that the task was arduous and sent Shen Yuechuan’s number to her cell phone. She said, “if you can’t hold him, try to keep him from driving and contact this person to pick him up.”


  “But, cousin, you……” Lu Boyan was a man; Xiao Yunyun was more worried about Su Jianan. Her tears had wetted her mobile phone’s screen, but she was still thinking about Lu Boyan.

  “I’m fine,” Su Jianan interrupted Xiao Yunyun, “Yunyun, please, go now.”


  Xiao Yunyun bit her lip. “Okay. But don’t stay here, you can’t catch a cold now.”


  Su Jianan nodded, watching Xiao Yunyun enter the elevator. Then, she looked out the window; a cold wind blew to the face. She was soberly aware of it, she had really hurt Lu Boyan that time.

  Even if Lu Boyan believed her and loved her deeply, she had killed his child. That was enough to destroy her image in Lu Boyan’s heart.

  From then on, what Lu Boyan left for her was only the hatred.

  In the past, Su Jianan had always felt that her life had been too short. She only had eighty years, and it took her more than 20 years to grow up and learn, then she had to spend a lot to work and save money. Once she was truly free, she had lost the strength of youth, and she could not go anywhere, neither the dream could be sought.

  She once hoped that human life could be extended, but at the moment she was only 24 years old, and suddenly felt that her life was too long.

  There was still a long, long life that she did not know how to live.

  She tried to cheer up and move forward, but when she stepped out, she couldn’t help but squat on the floor.

  Look. Not to mention the rest of her life, she couldn’t take even a small step.

  The falling tears couldn’t be controlled. She heard the familiar footsteps and looked up. She saw Su Yicheng, the last person in the world she could rely on.

  Su Yicheng helped Su Jianan in getting up and wiped her tears, but the tears just couldn’t stop. The speed was much faster than his hand. He was distressed and helpless.

  Su Jianan sobbed into Su Yicheng’s arms and could no longer control it. She burst into tears in the hospital corridor.

  Su Yicheng did not speak; he simply patted her back gently, letting her tears wet his clothes.

  He didn’t know how long it had been, and Su Jianan couldn’t speak clearly. But Su Yicheng knew that she was saying: “Brother, I want to go home.”


  “Okay,” Su Yicheng took Su Jianan’s hand as he did when he was a child. “Let me take you home.”