‘As a lover’. These words burst in his ears like thunder. Yu Pingsheng stared at Su Guangmo with surprise, not believing this person could actually say such words.

  The man in front of him was no longer a teenager. After several years of experience, Su Guangmo was now the second-generation captain of Flying Feathers. He was a sword god respected and worshipped by fans.

  His five senses faded away from the youthful appearance and became more handsome and three-dimensional. At this time, Su Guangmo was looking at Yu Pingsheng tenderly and his words didn’t seem like a joke at all.

  Yu Pingsheng was silent for a long time before managing to say, “Why?”

  Su Guangmo was amused by the difficult word he managed to say and smiled. He reached out and touched Yu Pingsheng’s nose. “It is because you look too good and your personality is special. I can’t move my eyes away from you. I like you and can’t control it at all.”

  His words were very straightforward. Yu Pingsheng’s ears slightly reddened and he thought for a while before managing to say, “I am your younger apprentice brother and a man…”

  Su Guangmo was decisive. “I like you as a person. It has nothing to do with your identity and gender.”

  Yu Pingsheng looked at his brother with distress. The words were too good but he couldn’t say yes to the other person. After all, he always regarded Su Guangmo as his brother. He never thought their relationship would develop into lovers.

  Su Guangmo saw Yu Pingsheng’s hesitant eyes and sighed. “Don’t be afraid. I won’t force you to make a decision. We will go back first and you can slowly think about it. Don’t worry.”

  Yu Pingsheng was silent for a moment before nodding and going back to the hotel with Su Guangmo.

  ***

  This confession was particularly calm. Yu Pingsheng didn’t react to calmly and lay in bed, thinking silently. Su Guangmo didn’t interrupt him. He just smiled and watched the person sitting in front of him.

  When Su Guangmo was young, he liked this because Yu Pingsheng was special and could get along with him. Then Su Guangmo found that Yu Pingsheng was the most suitable person for him. Sometimes he would be sulky but once he returned to his dormitory and saw Yu Pingsheng, his anger would disappear completely. No matter the difficulties he faced, he would feel extremely stable if Yu Pingsheng was around.

  Yu Pingsheng’s indifferent and peaceful temperament made Su Guangmo feel particularly comfortable. Whenever he held this person in his arms, his heart would be filled with a type of tranquil warmth.

  This was the life that Su Guangmo wanted.

  Maybe one day, he would retire like his master and stop playing Miracle. His life would lack the excitement and emotions of the competition but as long as Yu Pingsheng could follow him quietly, his heart would be full of warmth.

  Su Guangmo would never let go of this man, the love he had identified since his youth. He wanted to take care of this person for the rest of his life, spending time with him.

  Yu Pingsheng hadn’t turned the corner yet and Su Guangmo wasn’t in a hurry to force him. In any case, there was a long time and he could think slowly.

  After discovering that this brother had fallen asleep while thinking, Su Guangmo smiled slightly and gently covered him with the quilt.

  ***

  Yu Pingsheng dreamt of Su Guangmo.

  Over the years, Su Guangmo had been protecting him and infinitely tolerated him. If there wasn’t his brother, he couldn’t be an e-sports player. It was even more impossible to walk on the big stage, facing the glaring lights and the applause of the audience.

  His parents nurtured him but Su Guangmo reinvented him.

  From a boy who feared being close to and communicating with others to the vice-captain of Flying Feathers who could calmly face reporters and fans. It was a makeover.

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  In the dream, there were images of training with his brother and scenes where his brother took him out to play. They drove through mountains and past rivers, tasting the food outside. It was a life he couldn’t think of when he was a child. The vast world outside unfolded in front of him like a scroll and he slowly discovered how small he was.

  The world was wide and life was wonderful. He shouldn’t close himself into a narrow corner. He liked his present life and this was attributed to Su Guangmo’s patience and companionship.

  Upon waking up in the morning, Yu Pingsheng recalled his dream. The dream was full of Su Guangmo’s shadow. He was surprised to find that unconsciously, his brother had already entered the depths of his heart.

  Could this type of unrequited feeling become love? Yu Pingsheng wasn’t sure.

  Su Guangmo woke up earlier than Yu Pingsheng and found that his brother had woken up and was sitting on the bed while thinking. Su Guangmo couldn’t help going to him and whispering, “What are you thinking about? Is it me?”

  Yu Pingsheng had the middle of the matter poked and nodded with red cheeks. “Yes.”

  Su Guangmo was in a great mood and smiled as he hugged this person. “You really never lie. I like this honesty. Tell me, what are you thinking about?”

  Yu Pingsheng hesitated for a moment before seriously replying, ”I was thinking that if we become lovers, how will we get along?”

  It was rare for him to say such a long sentence and Su Guangmo’s heart beat wildly. Since Yu Pingsheng was thinking about it, this showed he had Su Guangmo in his heart. Yu Pingsheng wasn’t thinking about refusing but was thinking about how to accept! Sure enough, the companionship of many years had played a role.

  Su Guangmo resisted the urge to hold this person down and patiently replied, “In fact, I will still take care of you as I used to. If we aren’t lovers and are just brothers, my parents will definitely wait for me to retire before forcing me to find a girlfriend. Then I will have no time to accompany you. However, if you are my lover then I will spend the rest of my life with you. After a few years, we will both retire and I will drive you everywhere to play.”

  Su Guangmo paused and carefully observed his younger brother’s expression. “Do you want me to find a girlfriend to accompany her, regardless of you? Or do you hope that I will always be with you and accompany you in the future?”

  Yu Pingsheng thought for a moment before looking up at Su Guangmo and replying quietly, “Only accompany me.”

  He wasn’t lying.

  ‘Only accompany me.’ These words directly poked the softest part of Su Guangmo’s heart.

  Su Guangmo was very excited and tightened his grip on the person in his arms. He whispered, “Yes, then I will only accompany you. You will be the only one in my life.”

  This promise made Yu Pingsheng feel extra peace of mind and he couldn’t help returning the other person’s embrace, nestling his head on Su Guangmo’s chest.

  ***

  Yu Pingsheng didn’t respond directly but his performance showed he acquiesced to be with Su Guangmo as ‘lovers’. However, he didn’t know the essential difference between ‘lover’ and ‘brother’. He simply thought that it was as Su Guangmo said. Lovers would always accompany each other while brothers would be separated.

  He didn’t want to be separated from his brother so he promised to be lovers.

  It turned out that being a lover wasn’t as simple as he thought.

  For example, after watching the snow scene in Harbin for a few days, they returned to the hotel one night. As Yu Pingsheng took a shower and sat on the bed to sort out the photos taken, Su Guangmo suddenly leaned over and kissed him.

  The kiss caught Yu Pingsheng off guard and he forgot to resist.

  Su Guangmo’s tongue took the opportunity to dive straight in and overbearingly swept through the other person’s mouth, leaving his breath everywhere. Yu Pingsheng was kissed and his mind was blank. Once he recovered, he gasped out, “What are you doing?”

  Su Guangmo smiled and replied bluntly, “Kissing you.”

  Yu Pingsheng’s face showed a hint of red and he didn’t know what to say. Su Guangmo added, “We are already lovers and it is natural to kiss you. Other lovers did the same thing.”

  Yu Pingsheng had no experience and since his brother said this, it should be right?

  Thus, he nodded seriously. “Okay.”

  Su Guangmo found that this person quietly didn’t resit and his heart was moved. He leaned over and kissed Yu Pingsheng’s forehead. “Lovers will do other things. Are you willing to try it?”

  Yu Pingsheng had some doubts. “What else do you want to do?”

  He didn’t like communicating with people since he was a child. After coming to the Flying Feathers team, he only knew training every day. The players watched those movies but he never looked at them. His physiological needs were less than the average man and he was as simple as a blank piece of paper.

  The thought of bringing this simply younger brother to the abyss, invading his body and letting him taste the most primitive joy made Su Guangmo excited.

  He gently pressed Yu Pingsheng to the bed, his voice low and gentle. “Don’t be afraid and hand everything over to me.”

  Yu Pingsheng always trusted his brother. He listened to his brother’s words and lay quietly on the bed, his eyes seriously watching Su Guangmo.

  Su Guangmo instantly hardened. The clear and bright eyes full of trust and the unprepared gestures was tempting enough to commit crimes.

  He took a deep breath and forcibly restrained his desires. Then he smiled and gave Yu Pingsheng a gentle, sweet kiss.

  “Oh…hmm…um…”

  Yu Pingsheng was in a daze from the kiss and his body gradually became feverish. Meanwhile, Su Guangmo’s kiss became more enthusiastic as it moved from gentle to fierce. The flexible tongue moved in and entangled with Yu Pingsheng’s tongue. Yu Pingsheng was almost breathless and his cheeks were red.

  After the deep kiss, Su Guangmo retreated and asked softly, “Is it annoying?”

  Yu Pingsheng was silent a moment before shaking his head. “No.”

  In the past, he hated being close to people. Whenever someone approached, he instinctively rejected them like a hedgehog. However, Su Guangmo wasn’t the same. In the past few years, the two people had lived together and was inseparable. The breath of his brother made him feel familiar and safe. He physically and psychologically didn’t reject Su Guangmo’s closeness.

  Such a deep kiss didn’t make him feel sick. Instead, it made his heart beat faster.

  Su Guangmo heard his brother’s answer and couldn’t help smiling. He leaned over and kissed Yu Pingsheng again.

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  Yu Pingsheng’s body ached when he woke up the next morning, especially his waist which felt like it was going to break. Su Guangmo stared at him intently and leaned over to kiss his forehead. “Have you woken up?”

  Yu Pingsheng nodded. “Yes.”

  Su Guangmo asked, “Were you comfortable last night?”

  Yu Pingsheng hesitated a moment before nodding honestly. ‘Yes.”

  Su Guangmo smiled and hugged the living treasure in his arms. He placed his chin on top of Yu Pingsheng’s head and whispered, “Once the time is right, I will visit your parents and tell them that I will treat you as the most precious lover, accompanying you for a lifetime.”

  Yu Pingsheng nodded gently. “Yes.”

  He woke up early in the morning and only said three ‘yes.’ He was the same as before and still wasn’t good at expressing himself. Su Guangmo smiled and teased him. “Do you like your brother?”

  Yu Pingsheng hesitating before replying sincerely, “I like.”

  Su Guangmo held his brother in a contented manner.

  He had taken care of Yu Pingsheng for many years and gradually pulled Yu Pingsheng out of his closed inner world. Now he finally turned Yu Pingsheng into his lover and Yu Pingsheng only belonged to him.

  He watched his brother’s fair body covered in the marks he made and smiled happily as he heard Yu Pingsheng seriously say, “I like.”