Chapter 1860: Silently Filled in a Love Story
Pan Chen’s feelings were rather complicated. He didn’t want to listen to the uncle, but he was also afraid of the uncle’s strength which could easily crush him. It hadn’t been easy for him to finally gain intelligence.
As Ning Shu looked at the two, she silently filled in a twisted top and shy bottom love story set up.
The uncle swept a glance over Ning Shu and Mei Ziqing, then left with Pan Chen. Even as they were leaving, Pan Chen continued to look around with his gaze fixated on the nearby task-takers.
The moment Pan Chen left, Mei Ziqing sighed in relief and said, “Only the first generation task-takers can control these types of things. This guy wreaks havoc wherever he goes. “
Ning Shu pressed her lips together tightly. In the end, she really wasn’t strong enough. If she was strong, she could just toss the rock for fun without having to worry about anything.
After talking to Mei Ziqing for another while, she didn’t ask any more about the world origin powers. However, it was practically confirmed that the trading hall didn’t have anything like this. The black market might, but it was possible that someone would just lure her with it to rob her of everything. It was very unsafe.
With her current strength, she wouldn’t be able to protect an item like this anyways.
In any case, the journey would be long. All she could do was keep an eye out for world origin powers in her task worlds.
Furthermore, there were five types of world origin powers. It would be extremely difficult to even find one, so it was no wonder that worlds were so difficult to construct.
After the meal, Ning Shu and Mei Ziqing went their separate ways. Ning Shu planned to go check out the black market.
“I advise you not to do that right now. You should wait until you’re a little stronger, at least until you become an advanced task-taker. The black market isn’t a place that anyone can enter. The minimum threshold is that you’re an advanced task-taker, ” said 2333.
Ning Shu: …
Such discrimination!
Ning Shu could only say helplessly, “Then I guess I won’t go. Let’s head back to the system space. “
Ning Shu felt a bout of dizziness, and then she had returned to the system space. Ning Shu placed the flower that Mei Ziqing had given her on the coffee table.
An elegant smell slowly filled the entire system space, the scent of it made one extremely comfortable.
Ning Shu pulled out a book from the bookshelf and started reading slowly. After she finished, she placed it back on the bookshelf and sat down with an upright posture. She said to 2333, “Let’s see the next entrustor. “
2333 coughed and said, “Do you want to do the favored concubine system one? “
“The last world was an ancient era one. I don’t want to do another ancient-era task.” Ning Shu said somewhat wearily, “Let’s talk about it next time. “
2333 was a little disappointed, “Okay. “
Ning Shu sat on the sofa and waited for the entrustor. A woman slowly appeared in the space. She had dignified features, but her face was pale and her figure was a little bit fat. She seemed rather young.
She was probably only around 25 years old.
Her gaze was dull and her hands were ringed in front of her, as if she was rocking a baby infant. However, there was nothing in front of her.
Ning Shu cleared her throat and said, “Hello. “
However, the woman did not react. Ning Shu couldn’t help but lift her brows. “Hello? “
The woman finally looked towards Ning Shu, but she didn’t say anything.
It was Ning Shu’s first time encountering an entrustor like this. She had encountered people who were filled with hatred, sorrow, regret, but none like this one. It was as if she was past despair.
There was not a trace of life in her. What exactly had she gone through?
Ning Shu asked, “Are you the one who wishes for a counterattack? “
“It doesn’t matter. Why did I have to be brought to such a place even after I died? ” said Zhang Ning. From start to finish, her arms did not move from their initial position and maintained the position of holding an infant.
“Counterattack? There’s nothing I want to counterattack. What would change? ” said Zhang Ning, her brows furrowed.
Ning Shu took a deep breath to calm herself. She decided to first look at this world’s story.
The person in front of her was Zhang Ning. She was an ordinary woman, without any amazing talents. She could only be described as ordinary.
However, she was a bit older than Ning Shu had guessed. She was 28, and through a matchmaker, had met her husband An Jinwei.
An Jinwei was an employee of a state-owned enterprise. His family had a house, so to outsiders, his situation was pretty good. Zhang Ning was getting old and her parents had a favorable opinion of An Jinwei, so after accepting a bride price of 100k, they married Zhang Ning off to An Jinwei.
?Chapter 1861: Postpartum Depression
The two got together without any emotional foundation. Chen Ning was a stay-at-home wife and after a year, gave birth to her daughter Nannan.
After giving birth, Chen Ning ended up with severe postpartum depression. Furthermore, since she gave birth to a girl, her mother-in-law was unhappy and the entire An family neglected this child.
Chen Ning, as a newbie mother, had to take care of the child herself. She felt a lot of pressure, and her body was also exhausted, so her mood became very unstable. Sometimes she would start screaming for no reason and other times she would silently weep. An Jinwei only expressed annoyance: I’m already providing for you guys, what else do you want? Don’t you know how tiring it is for me at work?
Chen Ning knew that she was sick, but her mother-in-law just complained that she was really hard to please. Her mother-in-law complained that she had never seen a daughter-in-law like her. The family was feeding her and clothing her, yet she was complaining about depression. How unreasonable!
The mother-in-law liked to gossip and the father-in-law never got involved in anything. Meanwhile, the husband was indifferent. The entire family exerted emotional violence that caused one to despair.
When Nannan was half a year old, Chen Ning was in deep despair. She had no way of escaping from this depression in this sort of environment. In painful despair, holding her daughter who was still in swaddling clothes, she climbed up the stairs of the building.
Chen Ning wanted to leave this world with her child. In the future, her child would also have to experience everything that she had experienced. Postpartum depression had caused her severe insomnia. She couldn’t sleep all night and it had been weeks since she had been able to have a good night of sleep.
Chen Ning was exhausted and anxious, she couldn’t take it anymore. There was nothing for her to live for anymore. Her spirit had been completely destroyed.
As she stood on the edge of the balcony, she looked at the An family members who were currently yelling at her, berating her as if she had committed some great crime. Meanwhile, her husband just stood to the side, his face cold and terribly dark.
Chen Ning hugged her child and without any hesitation, jumped.
After Ning Shu finished receiving the storyline, her mouth fell open, speechless.
The reason that Chen Ning had ended up this way was that no one supported her. No one understood her, so she was so alone that she fell into despair.
The problem at the root of this was that the An family did not care about this daughter-in-law of theirs at all. Chen Ning fell into the trap of feeling inferior and self-blame, so thoughts of suicide kept resurfacing in her mind.
Ning Shu glanced at the silent Chen Ning and asked, “What do you wish for?”
Chen Ning looked at her and asked as well, “What can you do?”
“What kind of result do you want to get?” There’s gotta be some wish she wants to be fulfilled, right?
A strange expression appeared on Chen Ning’s face. “What would you know? How could you understand my pain?
Give me back my Nannan!”
Ning Shu sighed. “Then you don’t want a counterattack?”
“I do, I’ll offer up all the soul power I have,” said Chen Ning, half smiling and half crying.
“Then what is your wish?” asked Ning Shu.
“What do you think I need?”
Ning Shu furrowed her brows. The current Chen Ning really didn’t care about anything.
“Make sure your daughter is happy?” Ning Shu tried asking.
“What happiness could a woman have? They can only get married, give birth to children, be ignored and trampled.” Chen Ning’s face was expressionless.
Ning Shu felt a little helpless. Even with the current development of society, women were still existences that were belittled.
How many husbands were truly respectful towards their wives?
Men were seriously loathsome existences.
“Then what do you want?” asked Ning Shu. She didn’t really want to take on this task anymore. She was only observing right now, but her mood was already becoming very heavy.
Heavy to the point that there was a shadow forming in her heart.
This was the current state of women’s existence.
You had to be a full-time wife.
You had to work 24 hours a day.
You are a mother.
You are a wife.
You are a daughter.
You are a daughter-in-law.
You are an alarm clock.
You are a cook.