The faint scent of Ziyuan’s body was like an aphrodisiac infiltrating every pore of my body. My last line of defense completely fell apart. Everyone had an evil side. In the face of my first crush, how would I not want to possess her? In the face of this kind of situation, even if that thought was very little, it was still amplified to a point that it filled every part of my brain.

  The word ‘reserved’ was never meant to be used to describe men. It was the word specifically created for women. For men, winning the heart of a reserved woman was an extremely difficult thing. But when a woman relinquished her reservedness, any man would degenerate into a primitive animal in all likelihood. It was a shame that I was not outside of this likelihood…


  The accumulated lust within me inevitably exploded. I failed to keep my hypocritical mask and pried open Ziyuan’s teeth with my tongue, which was the only part of my body that could still move…


  Men hate being passive, especially in this regard. She used to blush for a long time even if I accidentally touched her hand, but now she abashedly took off her clothes in front of me. She had changed so much that I still had a hard time accepting it.

  Westerners like to distinguish between sex and love. They believed that that ‘one-night stand’ was romantic. This was something that I was never able to understand. Therefore, I was no longer gentle. I even became rough. So much so that even I myself thought that this was not me. However, there was a tyrannical voice roaring in my heart, telling me that since she didn’t know how to cherish herself, why should I cherish her!

  Perhaps, I was irritated by the fact that I was currently betraying Liusu, or maybe I just didn’t want to be forced to have sex with a woman. I was a man, what could be more embarrassing than this?

  However, the strange thing was that after our positions were swapped, her nervous reaction showed that she was actually very inexperienced. Then I was dazed because I noticed that there were two lines of tears on her face.

  “Xiao Zi… you… You don’t want to…?” God damn it. I really didn’t know why I would suddenly become soft-hearted. Clearly, I was the one who didn’t want to have sex with her. My care was insincere. It had already come to this point, I couldn’t control my desire now.

  “I don’t know…” Ziyuan continued to say something that confused me. She held my face and said softly, “Xiao Nan, do you know how I spent the past five years? I could have asked you why you never replied to me with confidence. After all, even if you didn’t want to give me the answer I wanted to hear, at least, you could still contact me, and ask me about other things.

  “I knew that I was too selfish and naive at that time, and I didn’t understand how heavy it was to ask you to promise something that was without a deadline. But I just couldn’t help but hate you. Even if you refused to wait for me, and even if we could only be childhood sweethearts, I still hoped that when I was sad and alone, there would be someone who would care about me. It was just such a small request, but you still couldn’t do it. You tell me, should I hate you or not? Since I was little, you have always been protecting me. I had become accustomed to relying on you, but suddenly, you ignored me. For me, it was just too cruel…”


  I wanted to explain, but my throat was dry, and I was unable to make a sound. I could feel that my body temperature was rising constantly, almost evaporating all the sweat in my body. I felt hot and uncomfortable. I wanted to shout and vent hysterically. Then I noticed that the only thing that would make me feel comfortable was Ziyuan’s hot skin…


  My mind had already lost its ability to think, and my ears no longer bothered to hear anything else, I could only see Ziyuan’s delicate and pretty face and curvy body before me…


  “But now, I was no longer in any position to question you,” Ziyuan smiled sadly, gently licking my almost dried lips, “I’ve betrayed myself and also betrayed you. I am crueler than you, I’m not worthy to be your friend, so…Xiao Nan, don’t worry about me anymore, just take me…”


  I was completely delirious, and my mind had already stopped thinking, Ziyuan once again kissed me, making me completely lose my mind in the burning primitive desire.

  When I gave up the restraint, and when my body began to move again, I completely forgot that I should be gentle toward the pretty woman in front of me. I just went inside her body roughly like a wild beast. Her painful and bewitching moans failed to arouse my sympathy and love. I panted heavily and continued to move roughly on top of her.

  I couldn’t remember how many times I did it. I just remembered that when I was exhausted and lying on top of Ziyuan’s body, the last thing I saw was the glasses on the small tea table. In the glass, there was still some red wine that I had not finished. The color of the wine was like Ziyuan’s blushing face after the climax. It was also like the color of my eyes which were full of animal desire.

  There was something in that wine… After the desire was released, my mind finally became clear, and I was finally able to think again. However, I was only able to think of this before I fell asleep deeply in Ziyuan’s arms…


  It was like a dream. When I woke up, everything that had happened last night seemed so unreal to me.

  I woke up feeling cold. I thought it was because I had lowered the temperature of the air conditioner last night, but when I saw the set temperature, I was stunned. The temperature was Twenty-five degrees. It was the temperature that Ziyuan was accustomed to, but it was the temperature I couldn’t stand…


  It was still raining outside the window, and I was the only person in the room. The table was clean and tidy. There were no leftovers, and no wine bottles or glasses. If I was not naked under the quilt inside a hotel room, I definitely would’ve thought that everything that had happened last night was really just a wet dream. However, the messy sheets and neatly stacked clothes around the pillows told me that it was definitely not a dream.

  There were traces of blood that didn’t belong to me on my lower body. A palm-sized hole was cut out in the middle of the bedsheet. No matter how stupid I was, I knew what this meant.

  It was not just me, Ziyuan also lost her virginity last night. Seeing this, my anger suddenly turned into a daze…


  I was a traditional male chauvinist. I had always felt that the first time of a man was far less precious than that of a woman. For a woman, The symbolic meaning of the first time was far more important than it sounds.

  Why would Ziyuan do this? Recalling what I did last night with a heavy head, apart from the fact that my “first shot” was fired too fast, I couldn’t remember too many things…


  What did the words Ziyuan said mean? Why did she say that she betrayed herself and me? And why did she say that she was not worthy to be my friend…


  I couldn’t figure it out, so I decided to ask her directly. Thinking of this, I started looking for my phone, completely forgetting that I still didn’t have her number. When I found my phone under the folded clothes, I was surprised to find that my phone had been turned off.

  As soon as I turned it on, I received nearly 20 text messages… Seeing this, my face quickly turned ugly.

  Most of them were sent by Chu Yuan, asking me when I could go home and why I had to turn off the phone. Apart from her, there were text messages from Dongfang Lianren who seemed to have sent me the text messages behind Chu Yuan’s back. She also asked me when I would go home, and if I had forgotten my promises…


  Mo Fei had also sent a text message to me, saying that because Dong Xiaoye couldn’t contact me, and she asked her for Ziyuan’s contact information… Fortunately, Mo Fei didn’t know Ziyuan’s phone number either. It meant that no one except Ziyuan knew where we were and what happened last night. This also meant that except Ziyuan, everyone was worried about my disappearance!

  Thinking of this, I no longer dared to sit in the room to recollect what had happened last night. I rushed out of the room after I got dressed, and asked a familiar receptionist if she knew where Ziyuan might be. After finding out that she hadn’t checked out of the hotel, I was a little relieved. It seemed that she would not avoid me because of what happened last night.

  As a person who was guilty, I couldn’t stand the ambiguous eyes and teasing of the receptionist at the front desk. I quickly left the hotel as if I was running away.

  Looking at the time, it was a little more than eight o’clock. I hesitated and eventually decided to go home first.

  Carrying breakfast, I took a deep breath seven or eight times at the door. Then I pushed open the door with a natural smile, “Yuan Yuan, Dongfang, Xiaoye, I got you…”


  I stopped talking because the three girls were already eating breakfast.

  Chu Yuan’s face was ugly. She glared at me; her eyes were bloodshot, and she looked a little haggard. Then she snorted coldly, stopped eating, and went directly back to her room.