"Yes, we all say so. However, my father used to see my mother's shadow from me, since you left. Often hit me For a long time, it seems that being beaten has become a habit, "muzixi turned the glass in his hand as if he was talking about other people's affairs.

  "Zixi, I'm sorry……" Cai Yaping is a little sad to hear this.

  "It's all over, isn't it? All these things are past events. If dad is still alive, I would rather he hit me. He is my only relative. "

  "And me! And your sister Leng Yan. " Cai Yaping blurted out in a hurry.

  Muzixi shook his head: "you have each other, I only have dad. Now, dad is gone, I am an orphan."

  Muzixi said something sad, which made Cai Yaping's heart suddenly sour. She gently wiped away the tears from her eyes: "my child, I have been thinking about you for a long time. I don't know how you are. Anyway, I am your mother. Maybe, we have misunderstood each other before, but my mother really miss you, especially yesterday I heard about your father Dad died and I stayed up all night. "

  Muzixi looks up at Cai Yaping, who is in tears. Some don't believe it: "are you in tears? For whom? For my dad? Or for your own past? "

  "Silly boy, your father was my favorite man at that time. What do you think? Why didn't you inform me of the news? At least, in that most painful day, I can accompany you…… "

  "Dad has gone, we have done nothing, but fortunately, I at least tried my best to keep his life in any way, at least, I have no regrets." Muzixi's expression is still plain and can't rise a little waves.

  When the steak was delivered, muzixi seemed to be OK. She quietly finished the food in front of her. At last, she wiped the corners of her mouth. She still asked politely, "what else do you want to do?"

  "I think Can I have a look at your father? " Cai Yaping didn't eat a few beefsteaks. She just looked at muzixi sitting opposite and cut the beefsteaks. She ate the food in front of her quietly. She was so calm and elegant. She seemed to have seen through everything around her.

  "Fortunately, I have no classes in the afternoon. Of course, I can take you there." Muzixi wanted to smile at the corners of her mouth, but she couldn't smile at all, so she had to pull out a smile worse than crying, and then lowered her head.

  Cai Yaping saw some questions about muzixi's expression, but she didn't ask.

  Cai Yaping bought a list and went to buy a bunch of white chrysanthemums. She drove all the way to Mingyue cemetery.

  Muzixi takes Cai Yaping to the tomb of mulingfeng. Muzixi squats in front of mulingfeng's tomb and whispers, "Dad, mom has come to see you……"

  Cai Yaping put the white chrysanthemum in front of Mu Lingfeng's tomb. The weather was very good. Cai Yaping said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you. Unexpectedly, when I saw only one side, I was separated forever. Apart from being sorry, I don't know what to say to you. If it wasn't for my leaving, maybe you wouldn't have left Zixi so early…… "

  Muzixi slowly stood up, walked to caiyaping '

  After all, how many things have you experienced, let muzixi say such a heavy word, but it's like a breeze, bringing pain with it.

  Before Cai Yaping and muzixi broke up, she took muzixi's hair behind muzixi's ear like a loving mother and said softly, "do you remember my phone number now? No matter what happens, please call me. Your father is gone, and I'm your only relative, son…… "

  Originally some numb heart, suddenly because Cai Yaping warm words, let mucixi nose a sour. She tried to hold her tears in her eyes and nodded her head desperately to hide her tears.

  Cai Yaping looked at her and said a few words before leaving

  Looking at Cai Yaping's back, the tears of muzixi just come down Without father's love, mother's love, but let her feel warm.

  Although short, it moved her In this world, she has a relative She should live well

  Back to the apartment, muzixi took off his shoes and lay on a wide bed. It seemed like a dream in such a day. No one harassed, no one tortured, even as if that person had never appeared.

  Just recently, she is more worried about a person

  Lin nuofan, where has he been since he was beaten by Cheng Haotian last time?

  Why can't I get in touch and see you? Why can't I call him and he never answers?

  After being besieged by the man's men that time, is he OK? Yes, I'm in hospital. Or seriously injured In muzixi's heart, he meditated on Lin nuofan who was used to threaten him

  She's really worried about him.Muzixi looks at the mobile phone and dials the mobile phone number, but there is still no one to answer

  Take the mobile phone, unconsciously, muzixi fell asleep.

  When Cai Yaping returned home, Leng Yan was sitting cross legged on the sofa watching TV. When he saw Cai Yaping coming back, he was discontented: "I went to see her at noon. How can I come back now? Why did you go? Mom, you're not going to be soft, are you? You don't want to help me, do you? "

  Cai Yaping changed her slippers, went to the tea table, put down her mobile phone, sat beside Lengyan, and touched Lengyan's hair gently, saying: "how could it be? I just don't want to rush, but my mother will work hard. Today, did you go to see Haotian? "

  Leng Yan pouted and said: "yes, he's still busy. He just stops working occasionally, but he doesn't look at me at all. I want him to have dinner together, but he ignores my existence at all, or let his secretary accompany me What does that mean? "

  Cai Yaping comforted: "take your time, everything will not be so smooth. Don't worry too much, it scared Cheng Haotian, you know? Such a man, you need to contact more, more warmth, more care, nature will be in your hands

  Cold grind some helpless with the hand to support chin, watching TV said: "this slowly, how long does it take? By the way, mom, how are you going to let muzixi disappear? "

  Cai Yaping suddenly feels a little frightened and makes muzixi disappear? How to make a big living person disappear? Cai Yaping smiled bitterly: "let mom think about it, OK?"

  Leng Yandu continued to control the TV without watching Cai Yaping: "then hurry up. By the way, I'm hungry. Mum, I want to eat. Make something I like."

  Cai Yaping immediately goes to the kitchen to prepare dinner.

  Cai Yaping has been thinking, how can muzixi leave the city willingly? At this time, suddenly she heard the news about the celebration of the University in city B on TV. She suddenly became bright. Yes, she could let muzixi leave in this way!

  Make up her mind, Cai Yaping is going to contact with muzixi first, and when it's appropriate, she will do ideological work for muzixi to leave city a and go to university in city B. she can bear all the expenses In this way, you can explain to Lengyan without hurting muzixi.

  Muzixi slept in the early morning, only to find that she was probably too tired yesterday. She slept all night without changing her clothes. Looking at her watch, it was early morning. She changed her clothes in a hurry, picked up her books and rushed to school. Today is a very important professional class. She had to go to the classroom ahead of time to occupy the seats. Otherwise, she would have to stay at the back and doze with a group of students. What's the matter Then I can't ask the teacher in time.

  As soon as Leng Yan entered the classroom, she saw muzixi concentrating on recording things in the first row. She gave a sneer on the corner of her lips, but immediately changed into another smile, and hurried to muzixi's side to say hello: "sister, you are so early today. Yesterday I met my mother. Is everything ok?"

  Muzixi looks up and sees Lengyan. He looks around and nods: "it's OK. It's about time for class. Go find a place to sit down."

  Not close, not cold or hot.

  Leng Yan feels the indifference of muzixi, and turns to the last row. She always comes to bed in class and deals with the teacher's roll call. As for what she learns, she doesn't care about what she doesn't learn. Anyway, she will marry a rich man and become a wife in the future. No matter how much she learns, she won't use it.

  Leng Yan now sees muzixi more and more unpleasant. Why can chenghaotian, who only covers the sky, come to school to see muzixi? Why go to see Haotian himself, but he turns a blind eye? This muzixi is dull and even can't laugh. Why do so many people like it? Looking at the boy next to her secretly discussing muzixi, she felt more uncomfortable.

  Isn't he beautiful? Isn't he in good shape? Isn't he noble enough? Why do so many people like the poor girl from the slum? Leng Yan thinks more and more angrily. The pen in her hand cuts the notebook heavily. Until the next classmate pats Leng Yan's arm, she finds that she has scratched the notebook with the tip of the pen.

  "Leng Yan, are you ok?" Asked the student in a low voice.

  Leng Yan immediately closed his notebook and shook his head: "it's OK, I'm distracted."

  Muzixi didn't feel the terrible idea of cold research behind her. She still listened quietly to the teacher's lecture and raised her hand to ask where the teacher didn't understand. The teacher liked muzixi very much, because the whole class probably listened to her most carefully and asked questions pertinently. Every roll call, the teacher would always skip the name of muzixi, so the studious student was the teacher My favorite.

  After class, a group of boys gathered around muzixi's desk with their notes and asked her many questions. Although muzixi was in a hurry, she was happy to answer the questions for the students.