Chapter 263
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胭脂寇 update:2022-08-16 15:10
After muzixi finished the funeral of jinchangshun, it seemed that he had changed his personality and was unhappy all day.
Chenghaotian doesn't even go to the company every day, waiting for their mother and daughter, but only says to watch muzixi lose weight every day.
But inexplicably, he always felt that, as if from Jin Changshun's death, muzixi was worried about losing something. Also often looked at Mu Zhi glass to shed tears.
Yes, muzixi is really worried about the family and happiness to be lost.
Mu Zhi Li likes chenghaotian so much. Now he knows that he is his father. If you leave him, you will never be happy.
And all of this can't be stopped by myself, only to let these things hurt her happen.
Mingming knows that when she and chenghaotian are together, Muzhi Li hopes that she will be happy, but she can't give her a happy home.
Because my father's last words, I must abide by them and fulfill his last wishes.
Otherwise, the rest of her life would be condemned.
Clearly know what is going to happen, and also know that those things will hurt the two people in the world that I love most, but I can't do anything for them, I can only watch the things that hurt them happen.
In order not to be so good, I may have to add a knife to their wound.
Think of yourself and feel cruel. Your heart is like being stabbed late by a cold ice knife. It's cold and painful.
Nothing is more hurt than knowing your lover. You know it, but you can't change it. But it's heartbreaking to add a knife.
Just think about it like this, she felt that her heart was like colic and she couldn't breathe.
Looking worried about her daughter all the time, muzixi is not only tearful.
"Mom, what's the matter with you these days? Is it tears or stupor, and often does not eat? "
Muzixi is so worried that the sensible Muzhi Li knows what happened to her mother. Even if her sad grandfather died, it will not take so many days for her to be so thin. She and chenghaotian are worried.
She was sad for her grandfather's death, but she listened to her father's words and was a good child. She ate and slept on time every day.
"Mom, you can't go on like this. I know that if you don't eat well, don't rest well, and get sick, you will worry about my beloved parents. I can't bear my beloved parents to worry about me, so there are all good meals. But mom is obviously an adult. She doesn't know that she will worry about herself, and her father will also worry about it Heart…… "
Listen to Mu Zhi Li's words, Mu Zixi can't help but move slightly. Muzixi forced out a smile and said to her daughter.
"Zhi lilao, mom is OK."
She wanted to say that she would be OK and let her not worry.
But it's not only bitter to see my daughter with worried face.
So helpless, so powerless
What can I do by myself? To minimize the damage?
She doesn't want her lovely daughter to get her father's love, and then she will lose it.
I don't want to deprive her of love for her own father.
She knew that Mu Zhili always thought how much she wanted her own father. Although she didn't say anything, she knew how much she wanted to have her own father to rely on.
She hopes to have a happy family with parents.
And all of this can be achieved, clearly happy in front of this, but all of a sudden, because of themselves, everything has become like a mirage, unreachable and hypocritical.
"Mom, are you still grieving for Grandpa?" Mu Zhi Li looks at Mu Zixi's sad face and asks in her tender voice.
"Well, mom can't bear your grandfather." Don't know how to answer Mu Zhi Li's words, Mu Zixi has to follow her words.
Not only is not willing, more self reproach, their day and night dreams, can hear Jin Changshun's dying sentence "marry Wanqing……"
When her father died, she was surprised and sad. If Jin Changshun was still alive, she might not have to suffer so much.
As long as we understand with Jin Changshun, Mu Zhi Li will also have a happy home. There are loving father and mother.
But, God is always cruel, even refused to give her the last chance.
Although, she knew that she married Qiu Wanqing, Qiu Wanqing would become the father of Muzhi glass, but Muzhi glass would not be happy.
Mu Zhi Li doesn't like Qiu Wanqing to be her father. In the past, when she didn't know her own father, she didn't want Qiu Wanqing to be her father. Instead, she wanted to be with Cheng Haotian, who she liked.
Now, she knows that her own father is Cheng Haotian, who she likes, and Cheng Haotian is so kind to her, like a princess who wants to hold her in her hand. She will only be more reluctant to accept Haotian, can't leave him.
Therefore, I always hope that I can marry Cheng Haotian, so that their family can live together.Muzixi can't imagine that if muzhili knew that she would marry Qiu Wanqing, the person she didn't like would become her father. She is about to lose her beloved biological father. What will happen to her. Will she hate herself.
Chenghaotian also hates himself. He loves Muzhi glass so much.
If she accepted Qiu Wanqing again, he would hate to kill himself!
Just imagine their father and daughter's hate eyes, muzixi felt that he was going to suffocate, heavy hearted, as if he was under a heavy load.
Mu Zhi Li looks at her mother's stupefied and sad appearance and worries.
After a few words of consolation, muzixi left the room, but still worried. When he got back to the room, he couldn't help but call chenghaotian to ask for help, hoping that chenghaotian could come back to accompany muzixi.
Mom loves dad so much. She must hope to have dad around her.
Dad is so good that he can make mom better.
In Mu Zhi Li's heart, chenghaotian is a god like existence, which is her most powerful dependence.
At this time, chenghaotian just arrived at the company and received a call from his daughter.
Before, he spent a lot of time with the mother and daughter. Since yesterday, he just resumed his work, and almost didn't sleep all night.
But he was worried about muzixi. Heard Mu Zhi Li said the situation of Mu Zixi. He knew it was very serious. He was worried about muzixi. When he didn't get to the office, he called the Secretary, explained a few words, and returned to the Jin family.
He gradually began to think that muzixi must have something he didn't know, which would make her like this.
He always felt that muzixi had something to hide from himself.
But these days, muzixi has not met anyone except the guests who have come to mourn. Has anyone said anything to her to make her like this.
But it's impossible. Those guests are only partners and employees of jinchangshun company. They can't say anything bad.
If it's not what happened these days, it's the day when Jin Changshun died.
When he arrived at the hospital that day, Jin Changshun had passed away, and Qiu Wanqing had gone through all the formalities. But seeing muzixi so sad, I only thought that she was sad for Jin Changshun's death.
Now think about it. Maybe something happened that day that he didn't know.
What did Qiu Wanqing say or do to her again reminds her of the sad things together.
He didn't want muzixi to contact Qiu Wanqing again, because he knew what kind of person Qiu Wanqing was. Muzixi and him were easily influenced by his rhetoric!
Qiu Wanqing always wants muzixi to leave his side, so Chenghao genius will always guard against him. But later, he also asked muzixi what happened that day, but she never said it. After asking twice, he couldn't bear to mention her sad things again and again, so he didn't ask again.
Twenty minutes later.
Chenghaotian's car drove back to Jin's house.
Back to Jin's house, he went straight to muzixi's room.
But I can't think of it. I saw Mu Zhi Li grabbing Mu Zixi's clothes and calling her softly, but she didn't respond. She was thinking about this
He was shocked. Muzixi made him afraid. She seemed to give up her life!
"Zhi Li?" Chenghaotian looks at the strange atmosphere between his mother and daughter and can't help but whisper to call Mu Zhi Li.
And did not succeed in bringing back Mu Zhi Li of Lengshen muzixi, looking back to see her, can not help but rush to him immediately.
"Dad, mom will be ok?" Mu Zhi Li looks up at Cheng Haotian, a delicate baby face, full of worries.
"Don't worry, Dad won't let mom do anything." Chenghaotian goes over and kisses on Mu Zhi Li's forehead and pats her head.
He won't let muzixi have something to do. He finally got her again. How can he lose her again.
No matter what makes muzixi like this, I will find a way to pull her out of her closed world.
Muzixi is not allowed to leave in this way after accepting himself.
No matter what trick Qiu Wanqing used, she would not give up muzixi unless she did not forgive herself.
But now that she has forgiven herself, it is more impossible for him to give up!
"Zixi, what's the matter with you?" Chenghao Tiansong opens Muzhi glass and walks to muzixi, who is sitting on the sofa in a daze.
Don't wait for muzixi to react, he has held muzixi in his arms and asked to look at her worried.
Muzixi just slowly returned to his mind, facing him, a face did not respond.
"Zixi, you make Zhili worried. Would you like to say something?" Chenghaotian stroked muzixi's face, "it's ok if you don't want to talk. Just smile and let me know that you have nothing to do, OK?"
Muzixi listened to him. She wanted to laugh, but she just couldn't laugh. Seems to have lost the ability to laugh"Mom, smile at Zhili. Zhili will be obedient in the future, and will not make you angry any more. I will do what you say……" Mu Zhi Li said, and her eyes turned red. She could see that she was worried about Mu Zhi Li. "Come on, mom?"
"Zixi, Zhili is crying like this. Are you so sad to let her go?"
Chenghaotian reaches out his hand and holds the weeping muzhili in his lap. He holds the muzixi in his arms. The three people sit together. There is no happy smile, only worry and sadness.
Even the small Muzhi glass is full of worries.
What to do if mom is always bad.
She thought that when her father came back, she would be happy to stay with her mother. Unexpectedly, when her father came back, her mother was the same. She did not eat or drink. She was in a daze and ignored herself or her father.
Muzixi stares at Muzhi Li, but he doesn't talk or laugh.
Of course, she would not like to bathe in Zhi Li so that she worries about herself and is sad for herself. It's all her fault.
She is really not a qualified good mother.
When she was born, she didn't have a complete home.
She wanted to be her father, but she didn't agree. She thought she was a child and ignored her words.
Now, because of myself, the happy home that I finally got is lost again.
What qualifications do I have to be her mother? I have been breaking faith with her.
Mingming promised her that he would give her a happy life with a father and a father, but he never kept his promise to her.
It's not easy to have the hope of realization, but when she was given the hope, it was destroyed in a short time.
In this way, it's better not to give her anything. If you don't get it, you will always hope.
Now, how cruel it is to let her enjoy her happiness and destroy her happiness.