Chapter 143 - Love & Embarrassment
*Attention! Kindly please if you’re a virgin. Prevent your virgin eyes and skip this chapter. Thank you!"
"What’s my fault?" Xu Mey asked laying peacefully on his chest.
He made her look at himself and said, "It’s your fault for being different. It’s your fault for catching my interest out of nowhere. It’s your fault for having such a beautiful heart. It’s also your fault for being so mesmerizingly gorgeous. And it’s also your fault for being so blunt and straightforward. But it’s definitely not my fault for falling for all your faults." Xu Mey’s body stiffened, anticipating his next words. "And it’s definitely not a mistake that I am in love with you." He tucked a stary whorl of hair behind her ear brushing her ear like a feather. She was jolted awake by the sudden touch.
She felt overwhelmed all of a sudden. Her emotions overwhelmed her. That feeling of happiness within her burst out and made her eyes sting with tears. But her fear was also overwhelming her. And she lost control over her tears as they fell down her face.
Ye Jie immediately sat up with her and made her sit in his lap. He kissed her cheek, her jaw, and her neck while his hand wiped her tears away. "Baby, your single tear is enough to drown me. Are you planning on drowning your Ah Jie?" Xu Mey shook her head looking at the concern in his eyes. "You know what you can cry all you want. But remember, I’m right here to wipe those tears for you. Also, is me loving you such bad news that you’re crying so pitifully?" Xu Mey punched his chest and wiggled in his arms, showing her anger. But Ye Jie smiled. "Aiyo! Baby, it was a joke. I know it’s an honor being loved by me."
He was being narcissistic to make her smile and it worked. Xu Mey laughed out loud. ’It’s really an honor being loved by you Ah Jie.’ She thought to herself while still smiling at him.
His eyes darkened as he saw her smiling so beautifully. He kissed her again. The kiss was deep and unveiled his hunger. He laid her down on the bed and kissed her bare arms starting from her hand and made a path down her neck. He kissed her collarbones which were hidden under the fabric of her dress but she still felt the heat. He didn’t stop. He moved lower and lower to her stomach making her arch her body uncontrollably.
Xu Mey’s hands wandered from his hard-rock chest to his arms. But since her small hand couldn’t accommodate his muscles, she started playing with the sleeve of his shirt- tugging at it to make him take it off. Ye Jie complied to her wishes and took off his shirt discarding it without a care.
Xu Mey lost the count of times she moaned and gasped at his touch but what registered her mind was the low growl that didn’t come from her own throat. It was from Ye Jie who growled when her soft hands made contact with his bare chest and burned a path all over his back. He was groaning as if he was having a battle with himself.
With much effort, he pulled himself away from her mouth- that sweet mouth that had become his oxygen and his drug. He ruffled his hair in exasperation. When Xu Mey realized that he was planning on running away like the last time, after making her a mess inside. She instantly refused to let him move away from her body. Ye Jie didn’t lift his eyes to look at her flushed face afraid that it would make him lose all his restraints. "Baby, if we didn’t stop here. I’m afraid, I’ll cross a line you don’t want me to cross yet."
Xu Mey felt so touched that he was controlling his own desires just for her sake. He was in pain but he still didn’t want to disappoint her. It was an extremely pleasant feeling.
"We……" She tried to say. "I mean you can continue." Ye Jie immediately lifted his eyes to look at her with his eyes wide open.
"What did you say, baby?" He asked coming closer to her face.
Xu Mey had the urge to jump down from somewhere. She buried her face in her hands. Ye Jie peeled her hands away from her face and asked again, "Baby, you have to speak for me to know about what you want."
"I-" She stammered biting her lip. "Weren’t you going to punish me?"
Instead of answering her with words, Ye Jie’s lips slid against hers with eagerness. He pulled her body up a little to unzip her dress while his lips didn’t leave hers. He turned the kiss almost wild. Her dress was rolled down from her body to her waist with ease while he touched the exposed skin under her bosom. Xu Mey shivered but her mind was brought back from the clouds when he unhooked her bra with his fingers.
Xu Mey felt self-conscious. But he eagerly held her bosom in his hands making her lose all the self-consciousness as his thumbs were circling fast around her bosom. His mouth made a searing path down her throat to her bosom and latched onto one of the soft blobs. The moment his mouth sucked, Xu Mey was set on fire. This fire was different than the one she feels from his kisses and touch.
His mouth had sent her mind into a cocoon filled with pleasure, passion and something else- she couldn’t describe. While his mouth was torturing her with pleasure, she was trying to hold onto his hair, gripping them tightly. She liked the touch of his soft and smooth hair.
He started kissing her exposed skin, under her bosom, on her stomach while his hand was running up from her leg to her thigh under the dress. He conveniently pulled her dress off her entire body. He gripped the duvet under them and continued kissing her all over, nipping her skin.
He stopped when he reached the edge of her underpants. Xu Mey realized that this was the punishment he spoke of. Xu Mey held his shoulder shaking her head to stop him. He looked up at her and beseeched in a raspy voice, "Let me continue, baby."
His brown eyes enchanted her and she bobbed her head in a daze. At this moment, even if he would have asked for her life, she would have gladly given it.
Getting her sincere consent, he dragged her underpants off her legs. She was on the edge of losing herself while he lightly caressed her smooth legs up and down. All of a sudden, he dipped his face and buried it between her legs in the most intimate part of her body.
She wanted to cry out as she felt exposed, violated and humiliated at the moment but nothing could come out of her throat when his lips made contact with her intimate part and his tongue darted out to play. She almost lost control at the feel of his tongue right there but before she could get up, Ye Jie’s hand pushed her back down and caressed her thighs to soothe her. She dug her nails into his exposed shoulders.
It was the kind of retribution that burned her with fire of pleasure and embarrassment. But in the end, the damn ecstasy emancipated the humiliation that she felt.
He raised his head from between her legs when he heard a loud moan. He looked up to see her tightly clutching onto the sheets. He smiled a bit and planted a kiss at her inner thigh. He immediately pulled her in his embrace. "Baby, what’s wrong?" He asked.
She tried to squirm out of his embrace. She felt extremely embarrassed. Ye Jie figured the reason for her odd behavior and said, "Baby, look at me." She shook her head against his chest. "Okay. Then tell me, am I your husband?" She nodded not daring to open her mouth to reply. "If I’m your husband that means I’m the only person, you don’t have to be embarrassed by. There is absolutely no place for shame between us. I am as much a part of you as much you are of me. And I love you means I love every single part of yours as well." He kissed the top of her head as he felt her relaxing in his arms.
He pulled her under the duvet with himself laying beside her. He kissed her shoulder, her neck, and her face and kept murmuring sweet things.
"My baby is the most beautiful."
"My baby can intoxicate me with just her scent."
"My baby is so brave how can she be embarrassed so easily?"
"Where there is love, there is no place for embarrassment, baby."
Slowly but surely she let go of her embarrassment. And turned in his embrace him while using his arm as her pillow. She scooted even closer and let the drowsiness engulf her. She heard a soft whisper before losing herself in drowsiness, "I want to make love to you but I can’t seem to be harsh with you."