A/n: the dominant ones in this book are the women so Yu Dong will be the only dominant one and if there would be any darkening of the character then it will be hers, because of her possessiveness. The mers are the dominated one and will never ever turn dominant, its gender and role swap book.

  Ye Liu's eyelashes fluttered when Yu Dong's lips touched his, his breathing quickened and his entire body turned stiff. He didn't want to react like this, he knew in his heart that this Yu Dong would never hurt him, that he was safe but his body couldn't help but get nervous at the thought of getting physical with someone.

  Especially the person who hurt him.

  " Relax, I'm not going to hurt you" whispered Yu Dong gently as she caressed his face " I just want to touch you"

  Ye Liu felt his heart hammering in his chest, he couldn't help but feel sceptical. The last time he was touched the entire process was a lot too painful, he even bled that night! But he knew that if he got uncomfortable he could always tell Yu Dong, he trusted Yu Dong. He was certain that if he asked her to stop, she wouldn't get angry and respect his wishes, unlike the previous Yu Dong who would slap him every time he asked her to stop. So he released a shuddering breath and released Yu Dong's hands.

  Then raised his own trembling hand and brought it to Yu Dong's and caressed her small face. It was too much for him, he could feel the very small hair on the back of his neck rising up as he brought his other hand and brought Yu Dong closer. She let him do it and watched him curiously, he continued to bring her face close until her forehead was resting against his. Understandably, his body stiffened but he didn't pull away, instead just like Yu Dong he kissed the corner of her mouth. Then pulling back he kissed the other corner of her mouth.

  Yu Dong watched his face getting flushed as more and more sweat started to drip down his forehead, she held his hands and stopped him " are you okay? "

  " I'm fine, don't - don't worry, I'm alright, there is no need to worry. It's just I'm not used to it, so I'm a bit scared but you can continue" said Ye Liu, his face blushing even more. He couldn't believe that he was saying such words but he wanted to get close to his wife as well, for that he had to stop his body from reacting like this as if he was doing something gross.

  Yu Dong nodded, then she gently leaned in and kissed his upper lip, then his bottom lip. She slowly and gently made him get used to her before she took his mouth fully. Though she didn't know how to kiss, she has seen many movies and films, following the lead of those main leads, she aggressively kissed Ye Liu. Ye Liu didn't want to make Yu Dong think that he was resisting towards her, so he too followed her aggressive lead, and soon the two fell on the mattress. His hands clenched Yu Dong's shirt, while Yu Dong kissed him much more powerfully than the tiny kisses the two of them shared together.

  Something broke free in Ye Liu that wasn't fear and he tugged on Yu Dong's shirt, opening the buttons and releasing her clad breasts. His hand moved and he cupped her right breast, squeezing it as Yu Dong kissed him. This kiss was completely different from the kisses he shared with the previous Yu Dong, in fact, those kisses couldn't be called kisses at all, just some pecks as Yu Dong didn't like kissing him. This time Ye Liu felt a bit dizzy, it was as if someone has knocked him off his kilter.

  Yu Dong's tongue demanded entrance to his mouth. And though he had never been kissed before like this, he still opened his mouth and gasped when Yu Dong's tongue entered his mouth, tangling with his. This…… Was there a kiss like this? Do other women kiss their mers like this? It was so messy! It was as if Yu Dong was drinking his saliva!

  Though Ye Liu thought that it was messy, he didn't dislike it. On the contrary, he felt happy, if Yu Dong was willing to kiss him so messily and sloppily, then does it not mean that she liked him and didn't disdain him for being so muscular and ugly.

  He was lost in the sea of sensation when suddenly, Yu Dong opened his shirt and flicked his hardened nipple before tracing his abdomen and brushing the waistband of his pants.

  "W-wait" he cried breaking the kiss " will…… Will it hurt ?"

  " no, I won't do anything that will hurt you" promised Yu Dong as she murmured against his lips " I won't hurt you, Instead I will make you feel good, do you want to continue ?"

  Though Ye Liu didn't trust the previous Yu Dong, he did trust this Yu Dong. He knew that he could trust her but he still searched her gaze to search for something to believe in, as he released a shaky breath and nodded.

  Only with his permission did Yu Dong cover him with her hands without any barriers of clothing. As soon as her hand touched his manhood, she could feel Ye Liu's muscles going taut, he seemed to be hesitating. And she waited for him to stop her, she didn't want to force him, so she too waited for him to say the word but even after waiting for a while, Ye Liu didn't stop her.

  She understood that he wanted to continue, so she lifted her head and once again kissed him to stop him from thinking about all the bad memories.

  Ye Liu felt his lips being covered once again and then completely let go of his thoughts, this kiss was like a brand new drug for him, it was like a mark embedding in his skin…… It marked him as hers and suddenly Ye Liu felt that he wasn't good enough for her, he was ruined by someone else but before he could think of something more, Yu Dong dragged him under her, and he couldn't care about anything anymore.