[Warning: You will have explicit sexual content up ahead.]

  Mo Yize reached over and scrubbed at the scuff mark that had appeared on the toe of her new sneakers. It wasn't a big deal but she just needed to show her mother how irritated she was with the whole situation.

  "Are you listening to me?" Li Li Hua, her mother said. Her eyes were filled with thinly veiled rage.

  "What do you want me to say? He cheated on me, so I trashed his car," she explained sheepishly.

  "Were you in an exclusive relationship with him?" her mother asked through gritted teeth.

  Mo Yize shrugged. "I was trying to. He seemed like a good guy who cared about me. So, I was going exclusive with him for a couple of months." She paused. "No one knows I was at the scene, either."

  "That is not the point, Yize. You are acting out again. What is the cause? Is it because you want my attention?" she asked.

  Ah yes. Normally when she found herself hauled into her mother's study, it was because she had done something that warranted her mother's need to understand the motivation behind Mo Yize's actions.

  That was basically her mother in a nutshell: always trying to understand and pick at people's brains. Well, it had all started when Li Li Hua kept getting busy and showering all her warmth on the two elder brothers: the apples of her eyes.

  Mo Yize, the out-of-control little girl of the family was left to her own devices. Not even the servants wanted anything to do with her. It was all cool for her, though. She didn't need her family to grow up.

  Over the years, she spent the majority of her time with the neighbors. Over the summer when she was eleven, she got close to the two brothers who were roughly around the same age as her.

  The eldest loved to scare her. He said that her whole body turned red and he thought it was funny. Stupid eleven-year-old Mo Yize challenged the boy saying that he wouldn't know that because he couldn't see her whole body over her clothes.

  Well, from that day forth, Eldest became very forward and interested in finding out if she blushed all over her body.

  Two years later, he found out that she didn't.

  Adolescent developments were underway in other parts of her body and her budding breast caught the interest of Eldest. While Youngest was busy throwing water balloons at unsuspecting walkers, Eldest and Yize were playing peekaboo with her tits in the maintenance room of their house.

  At first, sneaking around was thrilling. It was a game to evade eyes and open locked doors. But then, once behind closed doors, Eldest stopped looking and started touching.

  Fifteen-year-old Mo Yize hadn't been satisfied with her birthday present and told Eldest that. They kissed that night. "Someone should make you feel special on your special day," he had said. The same age, they had questions.

  Once she felt the pleasures of being touched in all those taboo places, she craved it. They spent most of their time in the closet in their bedrooms to continue their below the belt explorations.

  On one of those days, her mother opened the door to her bedroom closet to find her lying on her back, legs wide open and Eldest's finger inserted as deep as it would go. Couple that with her hand wrapped out his dick. It was a thing to behold.

  Li Li Hua was raving mad. Shots were fired and two months later, Eldest's family had moved out of their neighborhood. They only spoke about the 'incident' once after that.

  Li Li Hua said that it was Yize's way of telling her that she was left alone too often and was acting out because she needed to be close to someone. She promised things would be different and that she would spend more time with her daughter.

  It worked for about a month and then her mother became busy with work. She signed up Mo Yize to all sorts of activities in an attempt to keep her occupied.

  Too bad her mother hadn't realized that those were the best places to get to know men and get invited to parties. Mo Yize met so many people that her social calendar was always full.

  She lost her virginity the very same month at the back of a car with her friend getting finger banged by her boyfriend in the front seat.

  The other times, she pretended to let the boy claim her virtue. They ate that up.

  Sex became like a drug to her. And just like with any other addiction, the more she got, the more she wanted.

  Highschool gossip spread like wildfire, and before long, she wore an invisible label that had her phone ringing off the hook. Her mother was proud, thinking she was the popular girl in school.

  At first, she told herself that she was alienated because the other girls were jealous. Even the friend who had seen her lose her virginity stopped hanging out with her. She said she wasn't going to stand around and watch Mo Yize self-destruct.

  Yize, though, suspected that her latest crush, who had a crush on Yize was the real reason.

  The guy didn't have a crush on Yize, he just liked the way she said his name when he made her cum.

  If they had stuck together, Yize would have asked this question: was it her fault that she was willing to do things that other girls weren't? She knew what she wanted and went for it. She had needs, too.

  Her mother eventually found out again and the conversations began. This time it was his father's absence that had caused Yize to seek out intimate relationships with the opposite sex to try and fill the void. Apparently, she was scared of being abandoned, so she couldn't form relationships beyond that of physical gratification.

  What if she just liked having sex?

  But no. That was not an answer her mother thought okay.